Something I didn’t fully understand when I became a mother is really how much extra mental load you take on each time you have a kid. It is really so much logistical shit to keep track of. I am one of six, and my mom did a fantastic job of all of that stuff. We were always well fed, our home always clean, we always were on time for all the various things we each were doing. And it really was all her- at most, my dad was basically just following her orders. Her love language is definitely acts of service and every time she comes to visit I have to remind her to relax because she’s always trying to do stuff for us 😂 I love a lot of things about being a mom, but simply getting to know my children and building a strong relationship with them is so joyous and rewarding every day 💗

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happy mothers day to you elfie! it brings me so much hope and joy the way you talk about motherhood
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@MOONBEAMS thank you sweet moonbeams I’m so glad :)
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My mom is a wounded person that has never once worked on her issues. We are in an okay place now, honestly because I am now married and have children. If it wasn’t for that, I don’t know where I would stand with her. She very obviously did not like me for most of my life (which is crazy because I’m delightful!). Because of that, I spent years not speaking to her while I worked on healing from all of that, plus more. I’ve been thinking about your question a lot. I am a mother, but I also work with mothers. I am a child therapist that not only works with children, but also their parents. Most parents that bring their kids to me love their children, but don’t know what to do. I’ve witnessed parents that I know love their children, and I’ve seen give them so much love, also act in ways that are toxic or abusive. I think every single parent has generational trauma unless they have intentionally worked on it. I’m going to try to share some of my thoughts, although it will probably never feel complete or right. I am a good mother to a 3 1/2 year year-old and eight month old, Here is what I intentionally do: I give lots of physical affection, and lots of praise. I praise my children when they are doing some thing that is helpful, that is kind, that I know is difficult for them. I try to ignore negative bids for attention as long as they are not dangerous. If my child makes a mistake, I react like it’s no big deal. If I do lose my cool, which does happen, I model how to regulate myself and I apologize. I always repair when it’s needed. Every day, I work in telling them how much I love them, and how happy I am that I get to be their mother. My 3 1/2 year-old is still sometimes slow to warm, and I never once pushed him to detach for me before he was ready. When something stops working, I take the time to see where I need to adjust. Just about every evening I run through our day and think about what went well or didn’t, what was going on, how I reacted, how I was feeling, how my kids were feeling. As parents, we need to lead the emotional environment. I will sometimes look up where my kids are at developmentally to make sure I am not putting too much demand on them. I let my 3 1/2 year-old negotiate. I think negotiation is an important skill. When I say no, he knows I’m serious. It’s clear when negotiating is not going to happen. I pay attention to their attitude and behaviors and lead them to what will best regulate them. I embrace and engage their curiosity. I try my best to be a safe person for them so that no matter what, they know I’ve got their backs. There is so much more that I could say, but I am going to stop there. All of that works for me because I am me, and my kids are who they are. I feel I should shout out my husband because he is an active father and partner, and I can be a good mother because of that support. As my kids age, I know there are going to be struggles. I know there are going to be things that come out of left field for me and I’m going to have to figure out how to handle it. But what I’ve learned in the few years I've been a parent is that no hard period lasts forever. I learned how to be a mother because I learned how to mother myself first. I spent a lot of years learning how to care and love for myself. I feel very, very grateful for my past self. Focus on that first. Become Your Own Mother.
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Every year I ask myself: Am I doing too much? Am I splurging on dumb little gifts? But then I remember that my mom literally gave me my life and everything I have and have experienced and she‘s my best friend forever and I love her to death. So yeah. I’m not doing too much
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She is the silliest, goofiest, most patient and loving mother I could have ever asked for. My mom is endlessly curious, strikingly intelligent, bitingly sarcastic, extremely outgoing, and will always go out of her way for the peace and comfort of those around her, even total strangers. It drove me crazy in my insecure teenage years because my mom would call me beautiful but would claim she was never a real beauty. This is objectively nonsense and she absolutely always has been and still is the most loving and beautiful woman I know. We as women are too hard on ourselves and it pains me that we’re taught to shrink/diminish our sparkle from a young age so as to appear humble and demure. Today I will again remind her that she is so beautiful inside and out and I am so grateful to be her daughter, love you momma! 💕

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