(cause perfection is overrated)
For the motivation piece, I think a universal rule that encourages me to keep up my journaling habit and do it consistently is that I know whatever I put on the page is enough. Sometimes I dedicate 10 minutes to updating my journal, or I might have 2 hours to kill and make my pages cute and fun. Sometimes I write… but I also draw, or collage, or write down a song lyric that’s stuck in my head, talk about something new I tried, etc —but I’m always putting something on the page. Another big motivator for me is the idea that I’m serving as an archivist of my own life. I love going back to see what I was interested in, what was taking up space in my brain, and what my life looked like at this specific moment in time.
For the aesthetic part, I would just throw that whole notion away. Get messy like you did as a kid. Color outside the lines. Do your own thing. You’ll find your style the more you do it, and sometimes you're going to put something on that page that is just god awful ugly—but that’s okay! You’re refining your taste. I would say use references as your starting point, but don’t forget your journal is yours and yours alone, so if you like it, that’s really all there is to it. Have fun and most importantly, play!