i sent a very vulnerable text to an ex best friend today. i’m horrified if he won’t answer but i’ll be petrified if he does. the text literally just says hi, how are you? i miss our friendship and thats all but it’s the first time we’ve talked in months and it feels incredibly vulnerable. i’m not very good at this going from soulmates to complete strangers thing.
The one that’s been sitting in your notes app for days, waiting. The one that makes your heart race just thinking about pressing ‘send’. Putting your vulnerable self out there is terrifying - but damn, it can feel so rewarding.
genuinely so terrible and takes so many weird turns that are way different from the show but at least they were cohesive and had an actual writing direction, unlike the show…
prom went amazingly, i didn’t win prom queen but i was runner up. number 1 was being a sneaky snake and i got too caught up in having fun so i couldn’t care less. wearing contacts is so fun bc i can see fully and i love them but it took me 10 mins to put them in and it was so hard to get them out i started to freak out. thank god for tiktok or else they’d probably still be in my eyes. thank you for the kind tips i received here too, made it easier for me to overcome my fear of contacts 😇
having a crush is so fucking humiliating. he asked me to work with him on a project and now i’m acting like a complete idiot, moving like a stick figure and putting on my prettiest clothes for him to notice. i’m literally reading into everything he does and i’m kind of feeling so incredibly insecure as if i’m not already secure within myself. i’m having heart palpitations guys HELPPPPPP
