literally a crazier high than most drugs.... i've been irrationally terrified of driving for as long as i've been alive. never been in any serious car accidents but even as a toddler i remember some of my first nightmares being of me behind the wheel. now im 21 and ive been practicing for only a month but im no longer having a panic attack when a car comes near me. i feel normal. i feel free. i feel like i can do anything fr. i drive around for fun now in my own car with the sunroof & windows down, i talk while i drive, i change the radio, i sip my slurpee, all things i could've never imagined before because i was paralyzed with fear. i merge lanes safely & even cut off slowpokes. i graduate from permit to official license next week LOL. it feels like finally being part of the class that gets the pizza party this is living!!
respectability politics has everyone in a chokehold and I am so so sick of it. i dropped my customer service voice in all aspects of my life and while in some instances its made racist ass people regard me a little funny, for the most part people have been nicer (?), or at least more comfortable when talking to me. i have a black new york accent, and I will be using it! and i suggest you all do too!! ๐ผ
its just my summer playlist, its (imo) fairly eclectic but it sounds like summer and the beach and its makes me feel like ive just opened a can of sunshine
