I had two meetings at work today that I was so anxious about and they were the first time since I started my new job a couple months ago that I had to fully do my job on my own. I went into the day thinking that everyone was going to be able to tell that I didn’t know what I was talking about and they would fire me. Jokes on me, I started talking and I realized, wait I think I actually know what I’m talking about and I’m not making anything up maybe I do deserve to be here holy shit. Here’s hoping this feeling lasts, but if it doesn’t I had one good day of really feeling like I belong where I am and deserve to be here.
