Memory will rust and erode into lists
Of all that you gave me
A blanket, some matches, this pain in my chest
The best parts of lonely
Duct-tape and soldered wires
New words for old desires
And every birthday card I threw away
3d ago
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Many times I tried to tell you all the hurt that I was feelin'
But my thoughts stumbled in my mind, and then words lost their meaning
I didn't mean to cause you pain, so I'm leaving once again, once again
Apr 4, 2025
idk why the bridge of this song resonates with me so much like i feel so much raw primal emotions and it just makes me want to scream because tHE MOON TURNED BLACK WHEN I LEFT YOU YOUR TSHIRT STILL ON MY BACK GOT LIFETIMES LEFT TO FORGET YOU I SHOULD'VE TURNED BACK BUT I WASTED IT ALL FOR NOTHING FOR A LIGHT THAT'LL NEVER LAST NOW I STAND AT YOUR FRONT DOOR HOPING THAT YOU'LL TAKE ME BACK idk its just so good i need them to release new music im literally going insane
Mar 26, 2025
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don’t get me wrong, i’m over it,, but i didn’t realize shirim by melody’s echo chamber followed by rill rill by sleigh bells would remind me so much of feeling love for someone who wasn’t coming back and the bittersweet chill to the air that signaled the final end of summer (which went back to the heartbreak thing)
i was just cleaning my room man wtf.
Jun 29, 2024
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I’m not a parent and do not plan to be. Kids can wear me out fast with their high energy and noise level; it leaves me very over-stimulated. But it’s pretty extreme when people say they ”hate kids” and I often feel it’s a reflection of their childhood and beliefs around how kids “should be.” That they were expected to be quiet, obedient, and out of the way by their parents when they were little.
It’s fucking hard to be a kid. You’re dealing with a rapidly-changing body and underdeveloped brain, managed by flawed adults who are enforcing boundaries that you do not understand. It’s confusing and hard to manage your feelings and honestly just a lot.
People are impatient with kids when they‘re brand new to the world and figuring it all out, and this is a time kids need a friend the most. Children can also be teachers to adults with how they are less habituated to the world. They teach us how to be free and open-hearted and silly and imaginative.
A good practice is to be kinder and gentler with kids. If that feels difficult, start with gentleness toward your inner child. Maybe that’s the child in your life that needs your attention and kindness most.
Apr 16, 2025
May 6, 2025
I meant to post this yesterday. Absolutely beautiful morning for walk.
This morning is also beautiful but in a spring rain kind of way.
Mar 23, 2025