There's few things that humans can't live without
Food
Water
Oxygen
Yet there are also things that we ingrained in ourselves we cannot live without; internet, the trip for coffee every morning, trinkets and charms. For me, besides falsies and Sonny Angels, it's having a person; having security, someone to catch me if I fall, a person to help me when I'm stuck in a hole.
I find that when I am with him that none of my time is wasted spent loving him.
I miss him terribly.
My bed still smells like him, his gifts are scattered around my room, he is a prisoner in my thoughts that I have no intention of letting go. I miss his warmth, his smell, his voice, absolutely everything.
He makes me want to be better, for him, for others, for myself. He's taught me to see beauty in things and those around me and in turn helping me love and see the beauty in myself.
He makes me nervous but in a good way. Every touch, promise, compliment still gives me butterflies so much so they may as well reside within me. Its a feeling I will continue to chase as my bones weaken, my skin wrinkles, and my hair matches the moon. I've never known stability until he entered my life.
He is a theif of my heart, slipping in with a smile and stealing every beat before I even knew they were his to take. He has poured love into places that were once empty, never leaving me parched.
