Why am I 30 and still having nightmares like I did as a kid? Seems to come in waves (even when I swear I don’t feel anxious??) Last night I woke up 3x and went back into the same supernatural/scary nightmare and now I feel like I never slept!
I dont usually remember dreams but about a month ago when I was first going back 2 sleeping in my vehicle or in a hammock camping, every night I would have a vivid dream of the location id fallen asleep at, where some stranger would come find me (just a fear of mine manifesting). But!!!! There was this one where I was sleepin in my hammock on the side of a lake, and the person showed up n brought me this like, box thing (inside the box wasnt important, just trash), but it was made out of leathery flesh, and when they gave it to me I realized it had been mine before, because the flesh had tattoos I had done on it, ooooooooooo... Pretty weird, anyways as a little kid whenever I got sick I would have reoccurring nightmares where I was #planking suspended on a single long-ass needle pricking one of my vertebrae, surrounded by a white empty void. it would happen as sleep paralysis sometimes where I would b lying down awake but couldn't move cause I was stuck on da needle. Idk I blame autism
