🙅♀️
went to a rly fun function last night. 12-6am party to celebrate both a local DJs’ bday and the closing of a beloved venue.
Had a lot of fun, but I remember watching the linked Hitomi video where she takes a break amidst a circle of friends, and doesn’t shame her desire to rest while the social world moves around her.
I left around 2:30 as planned, didn’t drink at all and just smoked and had a good time. knowing your body and mind takes time: I’m a lover of dance, music and good energy, but in the late lutuel phase of my menstrual cycle imma need more unparalleled quiet time. I grew up feeling soooo much FOMO (side effect of a strict household) but now I’m a functioning, self-loving adult who loves to party and loves to snuggle into her sheets while the party rages on.
Jun 29, 2025
Related Recs
🚶
once I started doing what I wanted to do instead of trying to keep up appearances I was set free. It feels so much better to not overdo it and makes me enjoy going out even more.
Some of my favorite nights have been ones where I go to a show, dance, get hammered with my friends and then leave before everyone, walk around the city and sit in a burger place drenched in sweat on my own for an hour.
stay tuned for my alternative recommendation of "Staying later and being glad that you did"
Feb 18, 2024
🐅
honestly wild to see the former party girl in me just withering at the thought of having to be social instead of reading in the corner (god that’s so awful to say but my 14 year old self would feel good about it 🤢) i contain multitudes i guess where i was a precocious tween, a party animal of my 18-21 years and then now “post” pandemic i feel so quiet and in my head
Jun 7, 2025
😃
do I love parties or do I love being an artist?
May 3, 2025
Top Recs from @harmanzworlddddd
Apr 11, 2025
I got my nails done and I realized the star on the index finger makes the nails PI themed. Semi unconscious yet a soft-smile realization while the nail tech was painting the star on.
Dec 18, 2024
✈️
Bring back being genuine about your suffering on the internet. was that ever really a thing? is tumblr just a social anecdote to a form of media we thought / wished we had?
*^ little miss avoidant. or maybe indirect? dw folks it was amicable! he has a heart of gold! which makes me even more miserable…
#gointhruthemotions #humanbeingbehaviour
Apr 6, 2025