Kind of a lie cause I did rewatch it once (when I was sick for some reason) and I cried so hard I couldnโt breathe. Beautiful movie, donโt regret seeing it and i probably will watch it again someday, when I have someone else to subject to the torture, but I think that day is far into my future. Itโs one of studio Ghibliโs best movies but its hard bringing yourself to watch something you know is so painful to see.When I watch it the moment I start crying I donโt stop till after itโs over.