I prefer venison or bison as opposed to beef because I believe red meat makes my brain function better (as someone who has various mineral deficiencies) but I don’t want to eat beef because I’m tired of it.
I also am allergic to cow dairy so I wonder if there is something to be said for taking an all around break from cows. This week, I made a venison and oyster-mushroom curry with smoked cardamon rice, sheep’s milk raita, and cilantro sprouts ♥️
Rancho Gordo a cult for good cause. Barracho beans and Anson Mills rice is nice. Pro tip- Quorn brand filets taste/act like chicken breasts and are myco based.
recently I haven't really had time to read a book from back to front, but I like reading and it makes me feel AND look smart. plus then if my phone dies or I don't want everyone to see how cracked my screen is, I can just start at any point in the book. recently it has been "The Birth of Tragedy" by Nietzsche, which I originally read during my post-grad but now enjoy reading more like a self help book. here is another example of me doing this:
going celibate until I release my album (slated for July) — maybe Orgy release show? 🤔
ok, so, I am currently on day 107 no boinking — this includes solo boink. this is the longest I have gone since the dawn of my extensive sensual history. what I intended was to focus my creative horny energy into my music and other ventures— and it has been all that and more. the clarity through which I am engaging in my environment is unparalleled. no longer marred by my desire to squirt, I am venturing into the unknown corners of my cobwebbed mind and doing a spring cleaning. I got a life changing job opportunity. album almost done. music video filmed. single submitted. friendships flourishing. gratitude and abundance abounds. breakthroughs in therapy. only flirted with one ex(the one I just can’t, and may never, quit) but now found the restricted feature on insta dms and now if I want to send him a meme I have to check myself first. truly the only thing that has disturbed my peace in this whole experience is the movie Dracula (1992)— which I will go into at a later date. I will say that the Femcel experiment is not for everyone— but if you have relationship trauma which impedes your dating discernment, I recommend giving it a shot. I have decided to further extend my celibacy until I can confidently understand what I want in a relationship, both from myself and for myself. but for now, I can confidently and simply say, I am looking for More. once again, getting what I want requires great determination and fortitude, and I am willing to sacrifice whatever I need to, to give it to myself.