Going to stop actively sharing my hateful thoughts and instead put them into a notes where I can only have one listed a day so I stop being this full of hatred (I will be showing everybody my list to discuss them) (so it’s not really going to do anything ) (but something about it feels nicer)
I have six minutes left. Came to work mad at my boss and mad at the voice in my head but this cannot continue all day. i’m only allowing myself another little bit and then I’m gonna let it go. The tides are turning for me and unfortunately it means that a bunch of pollution, seaweed and shit from the deep comes along with it. i’ll clean it up in five more min
I literally self reflect on everything, so if I’m hating I start questioning why I’m feeling that way, what I’m projecting, what I’m missing from my life, etc. But for the past 24 hours I’ve just been allowing myself to be a bit crabby and while I won’t adopt this mindset fully, it’s been a nice time.
I kinda stopped using this recently and it reminded me how bad social media really is like seeing so many stupid takes and just genuinely annoying people I think I’m gonna delete twitter and just scroll through here cus god is it refreshing to just see people happy and recommending cool things and talking about little details in their life
