i wanted to be so many things as a kid/
a race car driver
a fashion designer
a painter
a singer
a actress
literally from age like 6-11 i wanted to be all these things i literally just wanted to have a good time all the time haha
- a writer
- an actress
- a photographer
- a director
- a fashion designer
I wanted desperately to move out and had a weird dream of working in a record store I'm a puppeteer now, which I feel encompasses a lot of what I wanted to be, working my way up to a lead position right now. I did move out, but couldn't handle it and moved back with my dad, and I feel like I've failed to live up to my childhood dreams in a sense. Might move out again soon if I get this lead position (pleasepleaseplease)
First when I was about four I wanted to be a standup comedian, then I wanted to work with Greenpeace, then I wanted to be a novelist, then I wanted to be a Broadway star but I have literally no ability to dance, then I wanted to be a clinical psychologist. by high school my grades were tanking because I was skipping school a lot and not turning in any work and I saw Cirque du Soleil Quidam and wanted to move to Montreal and be a circus clown despite having no athletic skill. Then I wanted to be a hand model which is what I would tell my school guidance counselors when they would angrily ask what I was going to do with my life. Would have said a regular model but I’m short so I wanted to be realistic but now I am a hair model (not as a career) so that’s fun. I think I’ve made out pretty well for myself for a girl with no direction…
a director, an author, a model, a designer, and at some point - a bartender well. not much can be said on whether or not i achieved any of this, but that part in me who wants to be and experience everything at once is still there. also who knows, tiktok virality is never out of the question if you crashout bad enough on the internet.
using A.I. for art instead of using it to fix problems such as poverty, climate change etc is fucking weird art is a way people cope with human existence and express feelings as well as share and pass down culture
why tf is A.I. in the mix
its weird to me
it can be overwhelming dealing with the absolute chaos of the world
i know that feeling- i usually get so mad i cry
but i learned that you can only focus on what you are able to control
caring about people and the state of the world shows you have a huge beautiful heart
but remember you are only one person
and while you cant fix the world
you can do your best to be part of it and do what you know is right
no matter what