Deleting that fucking app whenever I donāt have money because it makes me anxious seeing everyone buy the things that I want to buy even though I canāt buy them because I donāt have money and they have money to buy the things that I want to buy, so they do, but I canāt handle that sort of thing.
I have money right now but I canāt even bring myself to look at the āLikes & Savesā tab because I know my stomach will drop and I will be forced to grieve these clothes that will never touch my body.