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I wake up early enough to have a lot of time to get ready for work, even enough to do a couple of tasks I've been putting off. But instead I stare at the ceiling and then curl into my blankets and by the time I make it down from the loft bed I'm at the usual amount of time to get ready. But instead of starting the tea kettle and checking my email I pull my knees up and sit on my chair curled up and read articles aimlessly. Rescroll through texts from people I haven't spoken to in a week. And this sounds peaceful you might be like it's ok maybe you just needed a slow morning, but I have things I need to do and other things I want to do but I just can't seem to do them until the consequences are breathing down my neck. By the time I start getting ready for work I'm sure I'll have to scramble through the motions and skip through doing my hair and settle for put together enough.
Feb 13, 2025

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had this same issue and i’ve found that meal prepping a simple breakfast the night before helps a lot. that way you either have a nice long breakfast to sit and wake up with or you speed run breakfast and have more time to prep for the day
Feb 13, 2025
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royallmonarch I'm not much for breakfast, usually it's just tea and maybe a slice of toast, but maybe prepping another part of the routine? idk definitely something to consider, curious about what breakfasts you meal prepped tho, I've always struggled to come up with make ahead meals that I enjoy
Feb 13, 2025
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moonbeams I’ll do stuff like putting all the ingredients for a smoothie in a blender bottle in the fridge so I can just toss it on the blender first thing, or I’ll pre make a bagel sandwich the night before. sometimes i’ll just snag a CLIF bar if it’s gotta be real quick. the best thing i’ve found it just having options
Feb 13, 2025
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royallmonarch ooh ok I see! options is smart I can see that definitely helping, thank you :))
Feb 13, 2025
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same. ive been smashing that snooze button quicker and more often than anytime before in my whole life. to try and combat this, i've been trying to go to bed a bit earlier than usual (sometimes i can, sometimes not), and that's been somewhat helping. it's been a rough year already though, so please give yourself grace.
Feb 13, 2025
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starlet sometimes yes, I love my late night hours tho, hard to give those up! giving myself grace, good reminder, I'll do my best
Feb 13, 2025
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moonbeams the nighttime is so magical i dont blame you
Feb 13, 2025
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starlet you and me are so on the same wavelength
Feb 13, 2025
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moonbeams frrrrrrr
Feb 14, 2025
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Can 100% relate. It is exhausting being annoyed at yourself afterwards and doing it all over again the next day. I’ve not found much that helps other than just scheduling things even earlier.
Feb 13, 2025
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liam-glover I'm glad I'm not the only one haha. Yeah I have found that to be helpful it's more of finding time to do the unscheduled things that never seem to happen
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the alarm hums, a quiet nudge, and i already kNow how this goes. the same loop, the same weight pressing dOwn before i’ve even moved. i see it so clearly - the pattern i keep fAlling into. the way it coils around me like sOmething familiar. something almost comforting in its inevitability. i know exactly wHat i need to do to break it. i’ve known for a long time. but time moves slow in the mornings, sTretching out in a way that makes five more minutes feel harmless. just a liTtle longer. just until my thouGhts settle. just until my body fEels light enough to lift. the routine waits for me, mApped out, precise. steps i’ve written down, promises i’ve made to myself. and still, the bEd holds me like a whispered excuse. the world outside keeps turning, peOple slipping into their day with practiced ease, wHile i lay here, caught between knowing and doing.
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I’m usually terrible at going to bed on time and thus getting up early enough to have a relaxing morning, but the last couple days I’ve been getting up early enough to have a cup of tea and sit on the couch and listen to music before anyone else in the house gets up. It’s nice to have a little space to breathe before rushing off to wherever. Probably won’t last as a habit, but it’s nice for now :)
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