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Im at that stage in life where everyone is doing something completely different, there's times where I worry, there's times where im really proud & there's also times of just feeling nothing.
I have friends getting married, having children, single friends buying houses, traveling, there's friends who are having projects, there's also friends who are also struggling, friends going through heartbreaks & abusive relationships, friends losing their loved ones & all of them are just going through life.
I envy ( the good kind ) the ones who are doing well because I really want to see them happy & I worry for the ones that are not.
I just hope that when they are all near me they can feel how much I love them.
I just want my people happy & safe.
Apr 3, 2025
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I love my life currently and the people in it. I have friends who genuinely care about me and will always support me and I know I can trust them. It’s a crazy feeling because I never had a lot of true friends throughout middle school and high school. Back then, one day i’d be friends then the next day there would be a whole drama fest. Cutting off, making amends, cutting off again, it all gets so tiring after a while. You can only do that for so long until you ware yourself out. I’m happy with my life and I do appreciate everyone who has ever been in my life because they have helped me get here and grow and learn, however you don’t need to stay friends with people forever. People change and that’s okay. You should never feel obligated to be someone’s friend just because of the past.
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And sometimes you just know!
I love my friends so much I'll die from it one day, probably.
Dec 17, 2023
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lately, i’ve been feeling extra loving to my friends. maybe it’s the end of the year and upon reflection, i realized that the number of friends i have in my life has been shrinking as i go older. Its hard to keep in touch with peoplee you see 3-4 days a week in high school / university once you start working and worries about bills and the future start to consume your life on a more regular basis - and so when i have people i could call friends, i just felt extra mushy inside. not to mention that my friends (esp the guys) are hella darn cute and im having the worst case of platonic crush
I think its normal though (having crush on your friends). i mean, these people are consistently (mostly) kind to you, sweet, and you hang out semi regularly… like isnt that enough for a crush?
Anyway, im just so so grateful i’m ending the year with few people i could call friends. I got no idea what the future holds, but i do hope i can still keep them for a few years….
Dec 24, 2024
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I only watch "old" shows.
why? because they are better, they have plot & most importantly they have a bunch of seasons.
Also because I find new shows repetitive & they lack story, I feel like everything is the same, writers have become lazy, actors/actresses all look the same & I feel its because our brains are so fried we can't keep up with such complex stories, so media companies don't even try anymore. It's sad really, content is shit & has been shit for at least these past 8 or so years.
anyway, if you have any suggestions for long running "old" shows, share! <33
Ill leave you with a list some of the ones i´ve been watching lately;
1. LOST
2. SCRUBS
3. NCIS
4.Silicon Valley
5.Entourage
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Im from a small little Mexican beach town and ive been living in Mexico City for a while now ( in two years it would be 10 years ) and lately shit has been so hardddd, there's literally no money anywhere. Im an artist so most of my work is freelance but nobody is hiring artists and if they do pay is shit or it takes from 30 to 90 days for me to get my money which is fucking annoying if you ask me.
considering all this I went out looking for a home office job which I got and that made me really happy because its still kind of an artistic job because its in a techno music agency, im on a trial period rn and pay is also shit but im really hoping I get thru the trial period.
anyway just wanted to vent a little bit.
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