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I love my life currently and the people in it. I have friends who genuinely care about me and will always support me and I know I can trust them. It’s a crazy feeling because I never had a lot of true friends throughout middle school and high school. Back then, one day i’d be friends then the next day there would be a whole drama fest. Cutting off, making amends, cutting off again, it all gets so tiring after a while. You can only do that for so long until you ware yourself out. I’m happy with my life and I do appreciate everyone who has ever been in my life because they have helped me get here and grow and learn, however you don’t need to stay friends with people forever. People change and that’s okay. You should never feel obligated to be someone’s friend just because of the past.
6d ago
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lately, i’ve been feeling extra loving to my friends. maybe it’s the end of the year and upon reflection, i realized that the number of friends i have in my life has been shrinking as i go older. Its hard to keep in touch with peoplee you see 3-4 days a week in high school / university once you start working and worries about bills and the future start to consume your life on a more regular basis - and so when i have people i could call friends, i just felt extra mushy inside. not to mention that my friends (esp the guys) are hella darn cute and im having the worst case of platonic crush
I think its normal though (having crush on your friends). i mean, these people are consistently (mostly) kind to you, sweet, and you hang out semi regularly… like isnt that enough for a crush?
Anyway, im just so so grateful i’m ending the year with few people i could call friends. I got no idea what the future holds, but i do hope i can still keep them for a few years….
Dec 24, 2024
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Im at that stage in life where everyone is doing something completely different, there's times where I worry, there's times where im really proud & there's also times of just feeling nothing.
I have friends getting married, having children, single friends buying houses, traveling, there's friends who are having projects, there's also friends who are also struggling, friends going through heartbreaks & abusive relationships, friends losing their loved ones & all of them are just going through life.
I envy ( the good kind ) the ones who are doing well because I really want to see them happy & I worry for the ones that are not.
I just hope that when they are all near me they can feel how much I love them.
I just want my people happy & safe.
Apr 3, 2025
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I’m not perfect, but I‘ve found myself in the company of some really great people recently, and for the first time in my life, not being perfect feels okay. I’m allowed to love and be loved without being my best self all of the time. It’s a really liberating feeling.
Feb 6, 2025
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Currently I am finding it rather difficult to find myself in this world and what I want to do. Being 21 and in college really puts a lot of pressure on you when your peers are entering their last year at university. I’ve never known what I want to do, i’ve never had a lifelong dream of becoming something. I never had that feeling. Out of high school I had no idea what to do with my life so i copied another persons life instead of taking my own route. I realized then this is never a good idea you should always be yourself. The issue is I don’t know myself, I don’t know what I want to do with my life. I don’t know what I want to become career wise. I have many lifelong goals and plans for my future like getting married, starting a family, and moving to a beautiful house preferably outside of lakeway it’s just the roadblock of how I’m gonna do all of that. Career and money really puts a lingering constant pressure on me and it is genuinely one of the worst feelings in the world. Seeing your peers grow up and get internships and jobs and opportunities when you have no clue whatsoever what you want to do is rough. I do believe somewhere in my mind that I will randomly find a calling or a passion and turn that into a well paying career. But for now i’m stuck.
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Nature is beautiful. I tend to often find myself inside more than outside but when I do go outside I appreciate the beauty of nature and the wildlife and the grass. Life is so beautiful and everything in it.
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You often find growth within yourself when you get a significant other. Instead of putting yourself first always you have someone else to care about other than yourself and with that comes responsibilities that allow you to mature and become a better person. I think meaningful lasting relationships can impact someone’s life more than anything else in this world and a meaningful relationship with someone who you care about more than yourself and anything else is truly the best feeling in the world
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