The moon is in the sky and the clouds are pink! I'm feeling grateful. Ive been so full of hatred in the past, I felt so wronged by the universe. Something's changed in me, and im so grateful for every single thing that's happened. it's brought me here and I wouldn't change a thing. For the first time in my life, at 24, I can picture myself growing old. I want to grow old. I'm grateful for the opportunity to grow old and for the moon in the pink sky!
Ok I donβt know if I can articulate just how good this recc is but Iβll try. For some reason when the moon is full I can stand and look at it wherever it may be in the sky and just think ahhh everything will be ok. I feel still and calm. I am tiny they are big: a glowing beauteous reassuring orb. I then check on it, consistently peeking out my window through the night to make sure itβs still there. like a parent checking on their bab. I love that itβs there! I love that it affects the oceans. I love that we can see the patterns on its face. If I had to choose between living on the moon or Mars id choose neither because I never not want the chance to see it from afar. I like it as a crescent all the same or when itβs brand new and you see its shadow but god dammit when itβs full it is meaningful and magnificent.
the capricorn in full moon tonight encourages me to go on a walk and talk to the trees and admire the beauty of the water πππ helps me stay grounded and clear minded as i head into a new cycle and refresh myself πππ
I was so nervous, I've BEEN knowing I've needed the change for months but have been dreading feeling the loss. Loss of maybe looking less feminine, fear of not being perceived as feminine even though I don't want to be??? and then I chopped my shit and now when I look in the mirror I'm so happy about this change. I feel comfortable and i smile. and there's no friction like how I used to feel when I looked at myself with princess hair. I used to feel like an imposter, even though I never believed myself because why wouldn't I want to feel like a pretty princess? that would be wrong. And I was anticipating feeling a loss or just feeling ugly and it's so the opposite and I'm just so grateful
baby geese. I went to the park today to walk and journal. I need to cook but I don't wanna go to the store. I recommend the park and journal but the goose mom looks like she's about to clock me and procrastinating going to the store is only 2/10
But not as a gift. I wouldn't ever buy it for myself but my mom got me some and I appreciate it after eating on my breaks at work. But you can only chew it for like a min or two before it feels like you're chewing on silly putty. kinda nice though 6/10