baby geese. I went to the park today to walk and journal. I need to cook but I don't wanna go to the store. I recommend the park and journal but the goose mom looks like she's about to clock me and procrastinating going to the store is only 2/10
my crashout is now postponed after going on a long walk with one of my best friends β iβm on a mission to explore more parks and walking trails around my city and at this park we saw a bunch of ducks, some mangroves, wetlands etc etc. we also talked about grief, feeling fucking confused in your twenties, & moving out of your hometown etc etc. strongly recommend
Most of the time Iβll walk to a park and sit and read or journal and itβs really made me feel 10x better. Something about fresh winter air and sunshine is meditative
I was so nervous, I've BEEN knowing I've needed the change for months but have been dreading feeling the loss. Loss of maybe looking less feminine, fear of not being perceived as feminine even though I don't want to be??? and then I chopped my shit and now when I look in the mirror I'm so happy about this change. I feel comfortable and i smile. and there's no friction like how I used to feel when I looked at myself with princess hair. I used to feel like an imposter, even though I never believed myself because why wouldn't I want to feel like a pretty princess? that would be wrong. And I was anticipating feeling a loss or just feeling ugly and it's so the opposite and I'm just so grateful
The moon is in the sky and the clouds are pink! I'm feeling grateful. Ive been so full of hatred in the past, I felt so wronged by the universe. Something's changed in me, and im so grateful for every single thing that's happened. it's brought me here and I wouldn't change a thing. For the first time in my life, at 24, I can picture myself growing old. I want to grow old. I'm grateful for the opportunity to grow old and for the moon in the pink sky!
But not as a gift. I wouldn't ever buy it for myself but my mom got me some and I appreciate it after eating on my breaks at work. But you can only chew it for like a min or two before it feels like you're chewing on silly putty. kinda nice though 6/10