I was so nervous, I've BEEN knowing I've needed the change for months but have been dreading feeling the loss. Loss of maybe looking less feminine, fear of not being perceived as feminine even though I don't want to be??? and then I chopped my shit and now when I look in the mirror I'm so happy about this change. I feel comfortable and i smile. and there's no friction like how I used to feel when I looked at myself with princess hair. I used to feel like an imposter, even though I never believed myself because why wouldn't I want to feel like a pretty princess? that would be wrong. And I was anticipating feeling a loss or just feeling ugly and it's so the opposite and I'm just so grateful
I just cut off like a foot of hair? Maybe 8 inches, Iβm not sure? Anyway, hair is now in a shaggy bob and it used to go down past my bra band and I feel really generally good. I def believe hair holds memories and other things and even though this was just inspired becUse Iβm tired of having tangles in the winter and not a major life event I still feel a lot lighter. Also showers are so easy and saving a ton of $ on shampoo and conditioner. Do it!!
Gave myself a buzz cut a couple months ago and it rocks I feel so light and free and am discovering styles I never would have considered as it slowly grows back out. Incredibly liberating experience to have 3 lbs of hair hit the floor but the experience continues now that Iβm getting to be a pixie cut person. Months later and I still am addicted to this choice
The moon is in the sky and the clouds are pink! I'm feeling grateful. Ive been so full of hatred in the past, I felt so wronged by the universe. Something's changed in me, and im so grateful for every single thing that's happened. it's brought me here and I wouldn't change a thing. For the first time in my life, at 24, I can picture myself growing old. I want to grow old. I'm grateful for the opportunity to grow old and for the moon in the pink sky!
baby geese. I went to the park today to walk and journal. I need to cook but I don't wanna go to the store. I recommend the park and journal but the goose mom looks like she's about to clock me and procrastinating going to the store is only 2/10
But not as a gift. I wouldn't ever buy it for myself but my mom got me some and I appreciate it after eating on my breaks at work. But you can only chew it for like a min or two before it feels like you're chewing on silly putty. kinda nice though 6/10
