But with my last job I had Sunday scaries ALL the time, sometimes beginning on Saturday or earlier, because the weekend wasn’t going to be long enough of an escape. But something that helped me was thinking of the things that are set in stone for the week, both in and out of work. Like there are some unknowns but I know at least these few things will go right and will anchor my week! I’ll get through my monday and Friday rounds, I’ll get through Wednesday meeting, and no matter what, I’ll see my friends for trivia and karaoke 💛 it’s the little thing, but it helps! Bonus points if there’s something to look forward to for the following weekend, like no matter how work goes this week I will be at that concert 😌
I just had a week off work. I got to see the opening night of Ghost's world tour & hear new songs ten days before their album drops. I made a new friend on friday and we had a genuine connection and I haven't let my anxiety or obsessive tendencies (idk if thats quite the right word) spoil the vibes or make me spiral. I have felt good for the first time in a long time!!! But I have to be at work tomorrow morning and that has honestly singlehandedly undone all of that healing lmao. It won't be that bad, probably. My job is... fine, usually. But the dread never goes away!
I got him at a particularly difficult point in my life and I’ve had him for 6.5 years now wow!!! He’s always been big, just much larger dimensions than a normal cat as well as being a little chubby lol. He’s a sweetie pie and is finally coming around to his little sister 💛
