i was recently unemployed for over a year and it was just so awful. i was so depressed from the lack of stimulation and had barely the motivation to get out of bed every day. all i can tell you is that once i got a job again my mental health improved so much and i'm in a much better place now, which i say not to be like haha look at me, but to give you some hope for the future lol. i have like 0 ability to make myself do anything if my days don't have some kind of structure set by someone else, so i know how it feels. just hold out as best you can and soon you will be in a better situation