it’s like all the human tendency to pour love & care into our physical spaces was condensed into this 1 tiny little box,,, a space which happens 2 be entirely non-human…….. these fish r living in an underwater paradise where all their needs r met,, and i am sitting in an uncomfortable chair under bright lights listening to some mother read a story to her son, specifically banning him from looking @ the pictures (baffling), & some old ladies gossip ruthlessly about their neighbour while watching the gameshow on the tv that overlooks the whole scene. i wonder whether the fish like it here
Only one of my pretty boys survived the LA fires. Anyway, he's in his little hospital tank, getting healthier and healthier! I read that sometimes beta fish get bored/need stimulation, so they like to learn tricks. This dramatic boy acts like he's a depressed sell-out after a maneuver. "What have I done? All that for food? My integrity. My SOUL." Okay geeze I just thought you'd like to have a little fun. I stick some of his food to the tip of a chopstick and let him jump for it. You can see how theatrically he lays down after jumping for food. Like he hates it, me, and himself. Enjoy that self-loathing on a full stomach, I guess
i don't know what it is but this song just makes me feel high, the extremely focused on one thing for hours type of high. gave the whole album a listen and it is scratching all the right corners of my brain.
my last break up i just sat under the tree we first talked to each other at and cried as many tears as i could. after that i decided to just walk around everywhere i had memories of us attached to that day and make new ones of only me, weirdly enough it always helps me find closure and focus on myself rather than dwelling on the past.