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I currently feel like I’m tripping out on life w the amount of change happening and I’m trying to remember it’s painful but necessary and I am growing into a older and wiser version of myself if I can only remember to embrace it and not be afraid
Oct 6, 2024
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Oh my sweet Khuski... I feel you girl. Happy almost birthday!!!
You're going through a period of rapid growth- it won't always be tumultuous, and it won't last forever. From what I know about you, you're doing the work now to set yourself up for more groundedness in the future. I promise, it won't always be so chaotic. Your brain is not even done developing yet!!
Change is inevitable though, and keeping that in mind will help you a lot. One can be grounded but also willing to shift and adjust, and arguably I see that as the healthiest way to be. By the time you're my ancient age of 35 (joking), you'll have a greater sense of who you are all together. I fully believe that. When tough times come and stir things up, it won't feel so disruptive. You're in the thick of it now, but I believe in you!!
Embrace the energy of The Fool- does it have to be awful you don't know who you are? Or could this be an exciting opportuity to try new things and explore? Some things to consider...
Mar 25, 2025
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i've had mine happen already so maybe it's easy for me to say but,
embrace time passing
embrace change
embrace growing pains
you're alive!!!!!
Feb 3, 2024
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This could change when I hit 40 (lmao), but the older I get, the more confident I know who I am. I feel more and more sure of myself, and less and less concerned with how others view me.
My life is my own, and comparing it to other's is a disservice to myself and the path I'm now on.
Do I still experience guilt, regrets, doubt? Of course I do.
Do I know what I'm doing with my life? I might have less of a clue than I did in my twenties.
Do I still feel like a weird little freak, like I did in my teens? Hell yeah, some stuff just never changes.
I still enjoy things I loved as a child, like video games, Pokemon, stuffed animals, and giggling.
I still enjoy things I loved as a teen, like pop punk music, being annoying, and singing whenever the mood strikes.
I still enjoy things I loved in college, like dancing enthusiastically, writing amateurish poetry, and crushing on women who will never, ever be into me.
But now I'm just...30. More health issues. More scars. More silvery hairs that sparkle in the sun like some vampiric trope made real.
But also...more memories that sweeten with time. More time spent in awe and revelry. More reveling in the beauty of nature. More of my own innate nature revealed to me as I sit with myself more, alone.
I feel thirty, flirty, and thriving. I also feel as a child, as a teen, as a drunken young adult, bumbling around without knowing if what I'm doing is right.
I'm just doing my best. That's all you really can do; embrace how you are now, and how you are tomorrow, and again, and again, and again.
May 13, 2024
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I’m on an instagram break plus I like you guys more so please enjoy this painting I am proud of. Referencing Bosch‘s garden of earthly delights, specifically the third “Hell” panel ❤️🔥 acrylic and gouache on raw canvas!
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Like I am sometimes haunted by thoughts and thinking too much can be low key scary
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