have a long weekend and wanted to be my most productive self by continuing reading the karamazov brothers but i wasted half my day doing nothing and have to go for a party tonight so i am feeling guilty. ive just found it tough to stick to strict schedules lately, i know what i have to do in a day and end up doing it all but at my own relaxed pace and it just takes longer. i personally dont mind it, cause i could read tomorrow and the day after too, but i feel societal norms of early risers and grinders make me feel bad about my lifestyle