i had a little episode in the summer and changed it because i felt the need to step away from my past self (news flash i didn’t 😂) the previous one would be “chchchchihea ”, mimicking the chia pets jingle. now it’s:
first letters of my name + ”shiawase“ (幸せ), which means happiness in japanese.
May 21, 2025
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My gf’s new nickname for me i think it’s cute & life has been tough recently so I’ll take anything i can get, im trying to internalize the name to make myself more carefree, light, genuine, and kind. less anxious, less worried, taking deep breaths to float myself up like a bubble when i feel small
Feb 4, 2025
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I went to a psych hospital as a teenager and my friend from home wrote me a letter and suggested that I start going by my middle name for a new beginning. The name literally means rebirth so it’s a good reminder of recovery and my friend who helped me through it.
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for real though, I've had several names and my deadname and legal name (both different) are not interesting to me or profound in origin. I was gonna be named Avery, which is honestly really cool with me, but another parent they knew who gave birth the same day named their kid Avery first. so they decided to name me something else to be original on the spot. 🍅🍅🍅
so flowers, my current and most recent name... came from a halo machinima series 💀 he was my favorite character and everyone just started calling me that and it really resonates with me as a name of who I am in vibe. it reminds me of some really great times and people I love. when I use it I feel more connected to who I was then and bridging it with now
Apr 6, 2025
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idk how i came across this in my daily wikipedia surfs, but something about this painting just amuses me so much.
my first impression was this looks fairly modern in a way, possibly because of the composition and how she made her features so light and bouncy. it oddly made me think of disney when i looked for longer. then i see it was made in 1909 😂
this painting can transcend times and i wouldn’t truly know when it was made unless i looked more closely at the objects around the subject. but even that can be a stretch as vintage items can be popular amongst anyone and they can just have their vanity setup look like this.
i tried looking for photographs of her online but alas nothing came up with certainty.
Apr 27, 2025
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when you’re bored, ever just get the urge to take a walk, do yoga, or work out in some other way?
May 3, 2025